I read some social media posts recently, about how there
seems to be a lot of pastors in the US, who are leaving vocational ministry. I
don’t know if the same is true for the UK; and in any case, it is largely anecdotal,
there doesn’t seem to be any statistical corroboration. But it prompted me to
wonder why. Certainly, in Britain too, there is disillusionment among pastors.
In commenting, I'm not setting myself up as superior.
I too have suffered from discouragement, disillusion, and depression,
frequently during my ministry. I think I’ve not recovered from burn-out for
the last ten years. Probably, once a week, I think about leaving it all. But
somehow, I’m still here: it reminds of a TV sketch by Rory Bremner in the 1990s,
of PM John Major, who despite all the scandals, kept repeating “I’m still here”.